Habibah bit back the tears and smiled at him. "It's okay Thunder, I understand it's a big job, and you need to focus on that." The last kiss didn't feel like the first, the first kiss made her feel warm and made her stomach flutter, this one felt like a slap to the face and made her stomach knot up with agony. She walked off to find some grass to munch on, and as she walked she couldn't stop thinking. Why does it hurt? I only knew him for a few hours, so why does it hurt so bad? It feels like someone reached to my very core and ripped me in half. She looked herself over. Nothing is broken, I'm not bleeding, I'm not wounded, so why does it hurt? As soon as she was sure she was far away enough, she let out a long scream and let the tears flow.